Early effin o'clock

Here I lay, Saturday morning, and I don't even want to know what time it is. Being the amazing, kind, generous (and humble) friend I am, I offered to help a friend move in her new furniture this morning, without even being asked. Yes, I believe I now have more crowns, or jewels in my crown, or points or whatev in heaven than you. Sorry boutcha.

The thing is, my friends are super morning people. They're all, yeah we sleep in...til 7. And I'm all, that's when I'm making myself go back to sleep from letting my crazypants pee-body dog out to stand there so she can come in and promptly piss on the carpet.

I also coerced boyfriend into it too. I said, "Hey, we should go help Amber move her new furniture early Saturday morning!" And he literally said, "ugh." But still, he is doing it because I have the lady powers.

Seriously though, I'm excited to go help Amber set up her first all-by-herself grown up apartment, even if it is early effin o'clock.

Relocation.

First off, how many times can I say I'm awful at this without it losing all meaning? Oh well, I am. Sorry boutcha.

I'm looking for a job. In California.

Yes, I'm planning to move. I need to be with my love. He's presh, and I miss him every day. That's not the only reason, of course. I've not told a ton of people this (what is forthcoming...), because maybe I've feared judgment in the past...but I'm so beyond what other people think now. Moving onward, the other (more important) reason for the move is what I feel God saying. I've felt for the longest time that my most pressing call in life is to be a mom. That's what I've known I would be for oh so many years. Right now, I feel this need is much more important than finishing a degree. I will continue to work on my degree online or whatever, but I need to work on establishing my family. And right now the way to do that is to go to Cali. I don't feel any sort of pull to stay here. I have no obligation to stay. So why not go?

This is where I'm going...

And I'm going to be with these guys...

This is Abercrombie. He's the cutest.

That's Chris. He's my fav.

Well clearly I'm in that picture too, and that's an old pic...but you get the idea.

I'll miss a lot of people. But I miss a lot of people now. Chances are, if you're reading this, you are one of those people. It's not really going to be that different. I mean, I won't be a drive away, but I can come back and visit. And you can visit too!